50 Goals: Earmark Money for Home Improvements

One of my goals in life is to have a cozy home where we feel good living in. Oftentimes, my husband marvels at the improvements I organize—things he wouldn’t have thought of getting or installing, but that do make a big difference in the house ambiance and doudouness.

So, I earmarked some money to make things happen this year.

Here are a few of the house improvements I intend to get for our home:

  • add bookshelves in the living room
  • add TV backlights in the living room
  • add stores in the boudoir
  • add door lights both in the front and in the back yards
  • add open-air dance café lights in the backyard
  • add a pegboard on my husband bedside wall to give him more organisational space
  • add a bench/chest in the front yard for storing deliveries or sitting as we wait for the delivery person

Some of those are in progress right now, others are still in the planning phase.

November 2025 Recap

Oh boy.

November has been extremely hard. Huge HS flare, and the Artelier is getting major renovations. All in all, I haven’t been able to stay at the computer much… and it shows.

I’m late for everything, and quite frankly, I don’t care. Self-care was of the upmost importance these past few weeks, and I see December taking the same path as I recover outside of my safe space.

Blogging

Ten blog posts are better than none.

I’m writing this recap from the living room couch, and it’s not “peak vibes”. Will do the least amount of work possible until I can get back into my Artelier.

November Goals

Oh, how I was naive! But the reno started abruptly, and I didn’t have time to prepare psychologically for it. The November Goals thus were way too ambitious.

  • write October 2025 Recap
  • work on my Save the Geddonverse game in Godot Engine—nope, impossible with reno happening nearby.
  • create more game pixel art assets—I made some pixel assets but not for my game. Good enough.
  • work on secret project—impossible as well.
  • create more videos/shorts—I made one. It’ll have to do.

On the other hand, a lot has happened for the Artelier. The reno is happening, and it’s going to be amazing. I really hope it’ll be done end of December, but… I know how it goes, and I am starting to doubt it. Still, it would be so good to start 2026 with my safe space all ready.

Social Media

Not much done on the social media front either!

  • Bluesky: 28 followers (+7), 129 posts (+8)
  • Facebook: 268 friends (+57)
  • Instagram: 9 followers (+3), 18 posts (+2)
  • Mastodon: 5 followers (-1), 57 posts (+7)
  • Medium: 0 followers, 2 posts (=)
  • Pinterest: 1 follower (=)
  • Quora: 0 followers (=)
  • Reddit: 0 followers (=)
  • Threads: 1 follower (=)
  • TikTok: 2 followers (+1), 5 videos (+2), 9 likes (+7)
  • Tumblr: 0 followers (=)
  • Twitch: 0 followers (=)
  • X: 4 followers (+1)
  • YouTube: 2 subscribers (+1), 6 videos/shorts (+3), 435 views, 0.4 watch hours

I’m skipping December for the social media strategy—whatever I post will be good enough.

In Conclusion

My goal for December is to survive it. I also need to remember that I cannot exist in chaos, and that I shouldn’t plan such extensive handyman work all at once. Lesson learned!

Perks of Being an Artist

Sorry, I don’t know who to credit. Let me know if you know!

This made me laugh now because it is very relatable…

I remember how it was in my past with the Pus and it made sense then (even if it didn’t make me laugh at that time).

Except it isn’t relatable anymore. I’ve made money from my art. I’ve made my family proud. I’ve been happy creating. 🩵

This is no longer my reality, and I feel blessed. ✨

Building a “Shorts Backgrounds Asset Pack” for Myself

One of my goals for November 2025 is to create more pixel art assets.

At first, I was thinking that I’d work on more Save the Geddonverse game assets like characters, enemies, etc.—but life is happening (the Artelier’s improvement phase has begun), and I can’t work when people are around. Even less try to understand how to code my game with random drill sounds throughout the day!

Drawing, on the other hand, is easier—and I can also reuse previous pixel art and modify it without tearing my hair out if I’m interrupted. So, as I contemplated what to do, I realized that I also wanted to create more videos and shorts. And having a premade background for the shorts would help with production.

So this is what I am building at the moment: shorts backgrounds, to create an asset pack for myself. The goal? A new background for each topic I want to approach.

I’m pretty happy, first of all because my beloved husband complimented my progress in pixel art, but also because I think it’s a smart way to reuse previous work. It’s also in line with my decision to create what I need as I go along, as much as possible.

If you want to check out my shorts, you can see them on YouTube!

ARRRR

Sorry, I’ve not been present much here or on social media, because things are going on here, Artelier-wise!

We’ve been sitting on this pirate flag for a while, waiting for our handyman to be available. And now, it’s flying proud, making the little grandpas sitting at the coffee shop in front of our house laugh (which is such a bonus!).

It has multiple uses… Of course, the first one is once again affirming to our beloved street that we’re weirdos! But the added bonus is to be able to tell delivery persons that usually have a hard time figuring out where our house is that it’s the pirate flag house. 🏴‍☠️

And yes, we chose THAT ONE in particular, the Captain Harlock one (Albator in French), because we’re fans… and we’re old. 😂

Artelier Improvement: The Before

The Artelier has been like this for MONTHS.

I’m living on the day bed I’ve had installed, surrounded by boxes of furniture and stuff that I don’t have the space to put away yet.

Even though I am suffocating, barely surviving in all this mess (drama 9000 inside), it’s for a good reason.

Today, things are starting to change. The furniture is getting installed. It’s part of my 50 Goals for my next year of life (50 to 51):

Artelier
  • get all the furniture installed in the Artelier
  • finish organizing the Artelier
  • setup gaming desk
  • setup big aquarium
  • decorate and make the Artelier cozy

I have most of the furniture ready, the rest arrives next friday.

I wanted to keep some memories from that time. It has followed a very difficult time in our home, and even though it is very hard for me to live like this, it is a promise of a cozy, happy future in my Artelier. The piles of boxes will slowly disappear, leaving dedicated spaces for books, yarn and decor.

The desk that was my gaming space will be replaced with a crafting station, where I will put my art supplies and crafting tools. An always-ready space to just leave my work-in-progress pieces, where I will feel free to leave messy because its purpose will be to create and not just exist.

The gaming setup will be build as a customized Ikea desk on the left of it. I’m looking forward to have that 2m desk where my husband and I will be able to game together. I’m already planning to organize it for maximum comfort and fun. I’ll add streaming tools too, since they’re planning to install fibre-optic internet in our street, at long last!

Two more drawers are waiting to be installed in the kitchenette that was built last summer.

I enjoy that kitchenette very much: I have a dedicated space to make tea, coffee, or ice cubes. I have a tiny fridge where I can store some diet cokes (because otherwise I never find any after the kids locust them up in the common fridge. The double sink is great too—one sink, on the left, for dishes and stuff like that, and one on the right for messier stuff like paint, plants watering, and in the near future changing water of my big aquarium.

I’ll have some shelves installed too, at some point, but I don’t know yet how it will look. I’m someone that has difficulties projecting myself in a space that is too far from being finished. I’ll take the time later to add those last details, and it will be great.

My husband and my youngest kid helped me take stuff out from under the aquarium, in order to work out the plumbing and electricity stuff for it.

The cabinets under it are reserved for the filter. It also has a dedicated small water tap for convenience—it will allow me to put water in without any balancing act on a stepladder.

I also have two lazy Susans and two drawers in the right corner. I put decor and aquarium stuff in there. I also have a chest in the garden to keep my old tanks and stuff like gravel or sand. My goal is to have everything I need for aquarium scaping and fish/shrimp care nearby.

Above the big aquarium, I will have a pegboard installed. I intend to put terrestrial plants in the aquarium, and they often are climbing plants, so with the pegboard they will have something to hold on to that will not be my wall. I will also put other stuff there, so it’s a win-win situation.

The future crafting desk has been emptied for customization. I am looking forward to put all my art supplies there once it’s done!

I have hoarded Ohuhu markers, Tombows, Prismacolors, Caran d’Ache Neocolor pastels, watercolors, various oil and acrylic paints, and all kinds of crafting supplies like leather work, resin, wood carving, etc. It’s time to actually do something with those, right?

On the right, I have another desk that is supposed to be a working space. For now, I can’t work-work, but I can still use it for projects in the meantime. And then, in 2027, hopefully it will be used as intended.

All these drawers have to be organized too. It will be done after everything is build, so I can make sure to group supplies together.

My two display cases will have to find somewhere else to live. I’m a bit sad about it, but I need the working space more.

Now that the cats live outside (it was a living hell in here with all the fur and cat puke, so we installed heated cat houses in the backyard, and now I can finally live in a clean environment), I don’t have to hide my precious, fragile decor behind glass doors. No one is going to sleep on it, fur it, claw it, or make it fall on the floor….

On the TV wall, I will have two Billy bookcases for my books. For now, they live in my husband’s Boudoir, but he always need more space for his own books, so it will be beneficial for both of us if I get that space for mine!

On the furniture in this part of the room, I will also have countertops. The countertops will have electric plugs (most of them hidden) so that I can leave my gaming consoles, vinyl record player, etc. plugged in. I also got myself a Govee table lamp, and Govee TV backlight for ambiance. It’ll be the last part of the improvement: decorating and making the Artelier cozy.

I was glad to be able to keep my big Alex drawers. They’re amazing to store all my crafting supplies, and they don’t make those anymore, so I would have been sad to part with them.

There will be countertops on them too, and probably shelves to display all my beloved decor.

And, probably one of the first things that will be done: add three kitchen wall cabinets between the A/C and the aquarium, right about the sink and the kitchen-side countertop.

Again, I don’t plan on spending my time risking breaking my neck on a stepladder, so in those I will put things on display, mostly. I ordered glass doors and glass shelves for that purpose.

It’s time! Our handyman has arrived, and is going to start working on the aquarium. Yay!

Enemies Sprites: Zombies!

I needed some enemies for my Save the Geddonverse game, so I made some zombies the other day. Today, I added an idle version, because I might at some point decide I want them to go after the player in particular circumstances (at night? if the player is too near?) and at other times they might be… evaded? We’ll see!

Now I just need to insert the zombie sprite sheet to Godot and add them to my game. And then, make them shamble around!

Save the Geddonverse: Progress Log (1)

I’ve had a hard time understanding why my game was bugging the last few days, so I decided to take a break and play video games with my husband this week-end. We had fun with Slots & Daggers and Super Fantasy Kingdom.

Today, I’m back with a refreshed mind and enough motivation to finally debug it all, and make some progress with my game!

Done

I first created a sprite sheet in Aseprite with my Irmz character’s animations: idle left, idle right, run left and run right. Then I imported it in Godot and created the animations in the animation player.

character_irmz.tscn

Then I had the hardest time to make it do what I want (face the last horizontal direction pressed, but use either idle or run animations with it).

irmz.gd

character_irmz.tscn

And at last, I searched how to remove the mouse cursor when the start level begins.

start_level.gd

It’s probably not perfect code, but I saw a video the other day on how Undertale is a horribly made game and it totally removed my complexes. I am not claiming I will have the same level of success, but I also don’t fret about writing perfect code anymore, and in my book that’s a win. 😊

Check it out!

To Do Next

I still haven’t found a way to do this easily, so I will keep on searching:

  • Find a way to have the fullscreen checkbox toggled on in the options menu when starting in fullscreen mode
  • make the game save the options chosen
  • Add enemies (zombies!)
  • Have the camera follow the player

But this is a problem for next time. I will now rest.

Have a great day! 😊

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50 Goals

50 Goals

Artelier
  • get all the furniture installed in the Artelier
  • finish organizing the Artelier
  • setup gaming desk
  • setup big aquarium
  • decorate and make the Artelier cozy
Creativity
  • learn new artistic skills
  • write fiction and non-fiction
  • draw and paint
  • craft
  • refine my drawing style
Family
  • plan more family outings
  • organize everyone’s chores
  • make home improvements happen
  • organize admin stuff and get rid of the unnecessary
  • work on my “I’m dead, now what?” plan
Geddonverse
Health & Mental Health
  • face my fear and go to the dentist
  • manage my diet to control my diabetes
  • track physical symptoms
  • try to reduce stress
  • prioritize what makes me happy
Learning
Life
  • make travel plans
  • read books
  • watch movies
Money
Personal Development
  • journal about my anxiety and look for ways to reduce it
  • make sure I favorite “want tos” and refuse “shoulds”
Projects
  • work on my fiction and non-fiction books
  • create illustrations for future POD use
  • blog and interact with social media communities
  • start a gamedev project
  • create all the assets for the gamedev project

Social Media

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Never Too Old (Reparenting the Artist)

It’s never too late to learn some new skills and create. You’re never too old. Just allow yourself to be free. This is *your* time, don’t let anyone steal it from you.